Monday, April 11, 2011

Monster Month

Monster Month-the final weeks leading to the big marathon. This year the monster month has been much more like a candyland and rainbows month. 

Last year I hit some serious roadblocks with my motivation, poor eating habits, and constant sadness.  I don't feel at all like I hit those roadblocks this year.  Know one probably realizes how much of a hard time I had last year.  I struggled big time with feeling sad and depressed.  Some days I didn't even have the will power to get out of my pajamas.  I was quite nervous leading up to the race.  I knew I would finish.  I ended up finishing stronger than I thought and had my eyes open to a whole new world of motivation.  My outlook on life was altered after that race.
Fast forward to this year--Wow.  I'm a different person.  I have zero desire to eat nasty crap.  I workout at the gym with my super handsome husband 5 days a week and I feel so strong on my endurance runs.  I'm peaking at the right time. Most important of all, I'm not sad anymore.  I feel great.
I have noticed a definite increase in my hunger though.  I am always STARVING.  I felt the same way last year during the monster month but the difference is that I am turning to whole grains, yoghurt, nuts, and fruit instead of Cadbury Dairy Milk.  
I have just one more 20 mile run.  From there, I'll be "taking it easy" until the big day.  
Yee'go

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